im up early than usual today.
kinda weird, considering the fact i didnt really sleep well last night.
but yeah its good i guess.
cos according to the highest in my house,
she said that people who get up late tend to put on more weight.
i dont know what rubbish logic is that,
haha but somehow i still listen to it.



so its back to more mugging today.
OH WHAT FUN!




the very first time i saw you,
was special how we met.
you took me by complete surprise.
i knew my heart was set.



as days flew by, we talked again,
but it never really bothered me
i tried my best to help you out,
by a favor here, or a favor there.



although i made a fast approach,
our friendship grew and grew.
i realised how deep i cared,
but the feeling i felt was new.



in time i became attached to you.
from a hug, i didnt wanna let go.
i soon saw how close we were,
and the feeling was good to know.



for you, i wrote sweet letters and songs.
you were on my mind all day.
the thought of sleeping was nowhere near,
unless i knew you were okay.



it hit me then, what i was in -
a unique and precious love.
for the person i said was special to me
was an angel sent from above.



the minutes without you turned into days,
and the seconds with you flew fast.
i could only wish to see you more,
and make each moment last.



but that may never probably happen.
i know we will never be able to hang out like we did before
msges or online conversations doesnt really complete a friendship
thats why sometimes i wish we had more.



the times I spent with you,
were what made my heart complete.
i knew one thing for sure,
you made me happy, you really did.



and now, we love just the same,
as it doubles day by day.
i wanna stare deep into your precious eyes,
but yet i know i'll be speechless to what i should say.



with you, im in a whole new world.
you bring out the best in me.
its hard to picture you not there,
when you taught me who to be.


when things may only seem rough.
but because i'll try and i hope you do too
we'll stay strong and get by tough.



though problems may lie ahead someday,
and either of us could be right;
i promise to always be by your side,
and i promise my heart, so hold it tight.



and so, each night, beside my bed,
when there's only bright stars to see;
i pray that we may never give up,
and i pray that one day i'll finally be able to show you
just how much you mean to me.




sigh im sad.



listening to the way you look at me really makes me cry.